What I mostly want to do here is talk about some of my goals. This way I can start building a mental picture of them, and actually realize when i achieve them!! I'm also having a hard time just setting goals in general. So, I figured the best way to start was to make a list that i can add to later!!
As far as short-term goals go, right now there is only one: stay away from my brother. As usual, we are fighting during the holiday seasons. Usually I get sad and think of ways to mend our relationship in time to celebrate Christmas with my family. This holiday however, I want to just forget about him. One of my goals is to come up with some sort of tradition that's JUST FOR MYSELF. Something that I do just to be there for ME. I have no idea what kind of tradition, but by this Christmas I WILL have on.
My next goal is to NOT drop any of the 5 classes I'm taking next semester.
Become more self reliant.
Spend more time walking Ruger.
Get better at doing laundry :/
I guess these arent very good goals, really. The list will need some improvement...What's important though, is that I'm writing stuff down. It DOES feel much better. I know these words are going absolutely nowhere...but maybe that's why it's a good thing.
I shall return and hopefully next time, I'll have a better goal to reach by the end of the month besides staying away from my brother!!
It was nice to talk to you again...uh...livejournal. :]